I have suffered a fair deal of irritation, who hasn't? the thing i was wondering about was why do people choose to irritate me? they did it on purpose. i used to work for my dad at a factory as a data clerk, and everyone hated me, of course. they wanted me to quit or hit them or something, and i thought it was pathetic. i did not irritate them back because they were doing something i consider 'industrial camouflage.' The thing is, now i can explain why they were irritating me. it was because they were against me, sure, and i can prove they did it on purpose because of emotional relays. they are stressed, the stress is relayed onto me. that or they chose to create stress, doesn't matter. So, when you create an action, there is a reaction. no energy is ever created or destroyed, so there are only reactions. if the person wants to stress you out, it is stress creation. they were stressing me out because i was not listening to them or something. i was not listening to them because they were acting stupid. then it became like a coven of irritants. then, i learned that they were all spreading this stress all over the factory so that everyone was stressed. this was because, as psychology would have it, they were trying to dominate people into accepting they were better than them. this is evident in relationships too where women clear their throats to make an obvious thing apparent, and, men are too stupid to know. countless times i thought of asking what was wrong, but, that would have seen me instead of shivering communicating. what happens to a child that is told they are naughty all the time? do they get like happy when they see these people? So, it is down to stress creation. a throat clearing is commonly used as an innuendo, but, in this case it was trying to get me to get away from it. i hid all over the factory with those that did not do this. what else could i do? well, now i can understand how it works, and need to make it into a clear and concise argument, yes? Emotions come from the subconscious. we do not always understand our subconscious, yet, it affects us. the subconscious is a nerve. it feels things. these things it feels are related to the people in the environment. if met with hostility, rejection or arrogant noises the emotions tend to get irritated. these were definitely arrogant noises. i know they were, because, i got irritated. this can affect a single person out of a group when there is no mention of them, because, they know through experience with that group who is in or out, yes? I suggest any of this should be met with counselling. these people need to be included, or find a new place to go. Of course, my dad does this to me now and again too. it is of course between us, an 'announcement of arrival,' a demand for respect, yes? this is like a poor communication skill if you ask me.
